stay with me..

don't fall asleep too soon, the angels can wait for a moment. :) I am really missing some people. Life is so short. It almost makes me too scared to live it, to really appreciate it. I'm not sure if that makes much sense, but basically I feel really lucky compared to some people. Life works in strange ways though and things can happen that are just so much beyond your control. I'm not sure if I believe that a person makes his or hers own destiny or if there is some superior force deciding and mapping out a persons lifeline. This isn't some religious crap, oh no, I am definitely not religious. I just feel, and I'm pretty sure most would agree with me, that life is precious : )

This is the tattoo I am getting. To remember certain people by.

A little bit about Hany Pee.

*I share the same last name as my boyfriend.
*I am a hopeless romantic.
*Can never be bothered to reply to texts, I much prefer phone calls or face to face.
*I live in my own little world and daydream alot. I have crazy dreams when I'm sleeping, but I tend also to notice and think about small details in life.
*I love animals. all things cute and furry and I am an avid vegetarian.
*Drink only from certain mugs.
*Am really good at making time pass.
*I love charity shops, vintage boutiques, antique stores and anything historic.Shopping is my weakness.
*I wish I had better fashion sense.

snow time like christmas

I have had a lush day. Spent the day with rich's family and I'm really starting to feel christmasy. There's loads of snow at home, shame I only have one pair of shoes! I left the rest at my house in Swansea. badtimes. I'm watching the ema's and I have consequently made three decisions: The first and most obvious is that Jonny Knoxville is a total babe and I definitely wouldn't mind unwrapping him for christmas. The second is that Katy Perry is just awful live :( even though I love her.Finally, I actually like that Taylor Momsen's band but hate her.
All in all, a good day, finished with a lovely vegetarian roast and Harry Potter :)

Westonbirt

My parents have always taken me to the most interesting places ever since I was little.We went everywhere from art galleries to unusual architectural places and long walks in the countryside by our town.  I didn't appreciate it at the time, but am definitely missing the culture aspects of day trips with my family. One of my favourite times, was when we decided to go castle hunting in Wales. We took a picnic and visited loads of castles and learnt all about them. It was freezing but I loved it. Another of my favourites, was a visit to Westonbirt School. It's an all girls school and I really wanted to go there, but the tuition fees are beyond ridiculous. Anyway my mum now works there and I think it's beautiful.

I don't believe in shooting stars, it's all about the money and cars.

I am finally home for Christmas :) I actually love it here. It was my brothers birthday today, we had so much fun! We went go carting, to pizza hut and I ate tonnes of home made birthday cake. On the weekend whilst I was still in Swansea, some of my friends came up to visit. It was lush seeing them.
I'm starting to regret blowing all of my tax rebate money now haha. Because I am seriously considering surgery at the mo. I want, a nose job, boob job and to botox my lips :) it's definitely going to happen at some point in my life.
Just need to consider a) the money and b) to decide whether the end justify the means, and if the aftermath emotional aspect of it all, will actually make me a happier person.
I am well excited about the new year. Got a few more essays to do and tings. Get to do my modelling and be famous ha. next stop...Milan.
Theres also going to be another vintage fashion fair. And me and my boyfriend Rich are going to go away on holiday. First holiday together. loooooove him! xx

It was beautiful this morning

As I walked through the park to uni this morning, it looked so lovely. There was a frost. I sat on the bench for a little while sipping my morning latte. A little robin came and sat next to me, it was the first indication of christmas. Really nice, put me in a really good mood for the rest of the day. And I thought i'd post a picture of my animals :) miss them! can't wait to go home :)

so, so tired.

"If heaven and hell decide, that they both are satisfied, Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs, If there's no one beside you, When your soul embarks, then I'll follow you into the dark"
:) literally love this song.

Should be doing work, but am totally getting distracted by reading random blogs, listening to chilling out music and drinking lattes. The best thing that university's could do, is block facebook from their computers.

Thursday 2nd December

Had the most amazing creme brulee latte from costa. It was so good I have to visually and descriptively share it with everyone. yuuuuuuuuummmmmmm.

The mirror crack'd

Out flew the web and floated wide;

The mirror crack'd from side to side...

''I am half sick of shadows"

Tennyson

The Wonder Years - 'Bout To Get Fruit Punched Homie